Today was not a good day, i repeat, NOT A GOOD DAY
A few points to cover :
Who Can You Trust
If you've actually read any of my blog posts from this week, you'd know that things between Dopey and I are beginning to get a bit strained. Its hard to tell if he's truly my friend or not. Things are difficult because him and Charming are best friends since the beginning. A bit like Happy and I. Dopey isn't really used to not having Charming all to himself, I guess. i've been accused of forcing Charming to do things that he wasn't completely up for, which is complete and utter BULLSHIT.
Dopey has been a best friend of mine since I started the new school with Happy & Grumpy back in September. He was basically my little brother, who I told everything to and he was always the first person I'd go to if there was trouble. But its hard to describe how much it hurts inside to have someone you trusted tell other people around you that he never liked you. he never liked me. he never liked me.
In wrestling terms, it would be called a Heel Turn. Turning your back on someone purely for the benefit of yourself. And frankly, it hurts like FUCK.
He's Getting Pulled Through Big Piles Of Shit
Throughout the day, Charming was very moody with me. I didn't know why at the time so I let my emotions get the better of me and just cried for a while. I found out later that during lunch break, Charming was getting pulled through shit because of me. And not just any shit. Big piles of smelly horse shit.
He had countless people come up and accuse him of basically being a crap friend by not dumping me. You see, I'm also being accused of being a bitch towards his friends. Lets be honest here, his friends are my friends aswell. And I would never ever hurt them or make them feel like poop.
Calm The Fuck Down, Holly
Hormones, hormones, hormones. Poor Charming has to deal with a daily dose of holly hormones and tbh he's doing a pretty damn great job at dealing with it. But I feel so embarrassed looking back on it. i start being a moody bitch out of the blue, I start crying over nothing just because i feel like it and I get mad at the world for no reason what so ever. I hate all the mood swings, it turns me into such a stroppy dramatic bitch and JESUS WHEN DOES IT END
Sorry for a long blog post today, Just had to get some things off my chest.
See you tomorrow,
Holly xx
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