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Saturday, April 11, 2015

Friday 12th April

heyyyyy

this blogpost is going up on a Saturday because I was too busy to blog yesterday...

FINALLY! A GOOD DAY!

I feel like this good day was long overdue but it was by far a perfect Friday!

I started off the day with a break time full of seagulls. Seagulls EVERYWHERE. If you know me, you know I absolutely hate birds- and seagulls are the worst. There were seagulls chasing us, flying upon us and all you could see were their shadows on the ground. Infact, I have completely and utterly lost my voice from screaming!

But lunch time greeted me with an epic time with Charming, Grumpy and Happy!

We're back in the game <3

Holly xxx

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Thursday 9th April

hello there!

Today was not a good day, i repeat, NOT A GOOD DAY

A few points to cover :

Who Can You Trust
If you've actually read any of my blog posts from this week, you'd know that things between Dopey and I are beginning to get a bit strained. Its hard to tell if he's truly my friend or not. Things are difficult because him and Charming are best friends since the beginning. A bit like Happy and I. Dopey isn't really used to not having Charming all to himself, I guess. i've been accused of forcing Charming to do things that he wasn't completely up for, which is complete and utter BULLSHIT.

Dopey has been a best friend of mine since I started the new school with Happy & Grumpy back in September. He was basically my little brother, who I told everything to and he was always the first person I'd go to if there was trouble. But its hard to describe how much it hurts inside to have someone you trusted tell other people around you that he never liked you. he never liked me. he never liked me. 

In wrestling terms, it would be called a Heel Turn. Turning your back on someone purely for the benefit of yourself. And frankly, it hurts like FUCK.

He's Getting Pulled Through Big Piles Of Shit
Throughout the day, Charming was very moody with me. I didn't know why at the time so I let my emotions get the better of me and just cried for a while. I found out later that during lunch break, Charming was getting pulled through shit because of me. And not just any shit. Big piles of smelly horse shit.
He had countless people come up and accuse him of basically being a crap friend by not dumping me. You see, I'm also being accused of being a bitch towards his friends. Lets be honest here, his friends are my friends aswell. And I would never ever hurt them or make them feel like poop.


Calm The Fuck Down, Holly
Hormones, hormones, hormones. Poor Charming has to deal with a daily dose of holly hormones and tbh he's doing a pretty damn great job at dealing with it. But I feel so embarrassed looking back on it. i start being a moody bitch out of the blue, I start crying over nothing just because i feel like it and I get mad at the world for no reason what so ever. I hate all the mood swings, it turns me into such a stroppy dramatic bitch and JESUS WHEN DOES IT END


Sorry for a long blog post today, Just had to get some things off my chest.

See you tomorrow,

Holly xx


Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Wednesday 8th April 2015

Sup bitches :)

I can't figure out if today was a goodun or not.... My fabulous boyfriend Charming returned from frogland to see me which I was absolutely ecstatic about but I had some bad news around lunch time which completely ruined it all for me :(

But fortunately, Charming was there to help me out through all my troubles and we ended up aimlessly lapping the school while I talked and he nodded.

I keep on having moodswings..? I'm guessing all the girls out there know why aha! But i went from laughing from some harmless teasing from Dopey during science class, to completely zoning out and crying my eyes out!

I've been hiding quite a big secret from my friends for a while now ( except Charming who has known all along) and finally today, I managed to tell my bestest friend Happy leading to a massive sob fest on the bus home!!

Recently, there have been some rumours on whether Charming actually loves me or not. of course he does ! But it's been starting to get on our nerves a lot which is yet another thing to struggle through at school at the moment :(

Tomorrows Thursday, which is the BEST day for lessons, relationships and general good days so fingers crossed for the first non depressing blog post on this site!

Thanks for reading!

Holly xxx


Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Tuesday 7th April 2015

Hey !

Today was a pretty shit day not gonna lie.

In between 5 am wake up texts from my boyfriend ( who now shall be referred to as Charming) before he got on his flight from France ( Which meant I still haven't seen my boyfriend for all of spring break ), Watching the adorable couple of my best friend Happy & her boyfriend Grumpy without looking very jealous, Having my best mate Dopey tell me some upsetting shit AND my beautiful besto Bashful have her sister in a car accident :(

But seems like Bashful and my Scottish besto Sneezy might be getting somewhere with a possible relationship..?

I guess some days weren't built to be good days but all I know is my favourite boy Charming is back tomorrow and he shall be greeted with a massive hug <3

Holly xxx